All Quiet…
The article was resubmitted in its final (at least my final) incarnation. The emails from the editor have stopped. I think now, with the street date basically one week away, they (she and her employees) must be going crazy with fact checking, grammatical checking (I hope), illustrating, proofing, layout and all the other things I know nothing of, that go into printing a magazine. Or perhaps she decided she hates the story and has decided not to print it. See? There's my insecurity. If you're a professional, you're supposed to do your work, hand it in, fix as required, repeat as required. Personal feelings of competency be damned. And in the end, it is a darn good, important story… so I know she likes it. Still, there is that child within that seeks some kind of validation – a "well done" or "good writing" or "WOW". In the end, being printed will be validation aplenty. I'm awaiting the questions from her fact checkers now. As soon as I get confirmation that it's going in the magazine, I'll tell you which magazine and the thesis statement of the article. I'll save the rest for you to read from the pages of the magazine itself. Okay, enough doubts about writing. Time for more doubts about writing. Screen writing, that is.
It's nice to know that everyone feels moments of self doubt and anxiety. I was awed by how you played the violin in highschool and now that my daughter is taking the flute I can really appreciate the time and dedication you must have put into the violin at such a young age. It's obvious that it is this same dedication that has got you to where you are today. I look forward to reading your article someday and unlike you, I am sure that it will be published.
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